How emo are you?

[]You hate the world.
[]You hate society.
[x]You think vampires are cool.
[x]You write poetry.
[]You have colored your hair black Halloween
[x]You wear black/blue eyeliner At times.
[x]You write poetry that's not for school.
[x]You are freakishly obsessed with darkness.
[x]You think love is a waste of time.
[ ]You've given up on the world.

Total = 6

[x]You've shopped at Hot Topic
[x]You've spent over $100 at Hot Topic.
[]You wear more bracelets than a Russian
[]You own a dog collar, that's not for your dog
[ ]You're extremely pale.
[x]You are a member of a poetry site.
[]Your screen name has been an oxymoron.
[]You are an atheist or agnostic.
[]You don't believe in god.
[]Your screen name has/had X's in it.

Total = 3

[x]You have been referred to as scary.
[]You have been referred to as demented.
[x]You have been referred to as weird.
[]You have been known to hate teachers.
[x]You have been known to cause trouble.
[x]Your hair has been dyed a color that was not natural.
[]You have at least one photoshopped picture on myspace.
[x]You think pictures look better in greyscale or sepia tone.
[]You are scared of yourself sometimes.

Total = 5

[x] Suicide has crossed your mind
[x]You have screamed before
[x]You use big words that no one has ever heard before on occasion.
[]you've seen The Exorcist.
[]You liked The Exorcist.
[]You've seen Saw.
[ ]You liked Saw.
[ ]You've done voodoo.
[]You hate sports.
[]You dress up as the most morbid thing posssible on Halloween.

Total = 3

[x]Halloween is one of your favorite holidays.
[x]You have an obsession with fire.
[x]You have only a couple of actual friends.
[]You're not afraid of spiders.
[]You have had a conversation about how you want to die.
[]You've painted your nails black
[]One or more of your myspace pics had writing on them.
[]You have had the word "...." in your display name.
[x]You love art.
[x]You like art with negative meanings

Total = 5

Now add up your total and multiply by two.

44% Emo.

[ ] My fingernails/toenails are almost always done
[ ] During the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[ ...x-sigh-] My favorite toys as a child were barbies
[ ] My favorite colour is pink or purple
[x] I did Gymnastics.
[ ] I love skirts.
[ ] Hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] Tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear.
[ ] I love chocolate
[ ] I've never had a real job.

TOTAL: 1

[ ] My hair is almost always straightened
[x ] I have at least 8 myspace pictures
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ x] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings.
[x ] I've gone to a tanning salon.
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan.
[ x..shutup] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach.
[ ] I change my icon weekly.
[ ] I wear a shower cap.

TOTAL: 4

[ ] I dont shop at Hot Topic.
[ ]My cell phone might as well become a part of me.
[ ] I wear mascara everyday.
[x] I've been or am on a diet.
[ ] Bathing suits are adorable.
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] Big sunglasses are hott.
[ ] I have gotten my nails done before.
[x] MTV is one of my favorite channels.

TOTAL: 2

[ ] All I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys!
[ ] I love to have gurls do my hair.
[ ] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends
[x] I hate bugs. <-- KILL THEM ALL!
[ x] Carnivals are so fun!<-- What is wrong with carnivals? -_-;;
[ ] Summer is THE best season.
[x] My swimsuit has 2 pieces<--I wear boardshorts with it and I usually have a tank on too.
[ ] I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor.
[ ] Musicians are so hot.
[ ] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours.

TOTAL: 3

[ x] I am self-conscious.
[ ] I cry often.
[ x] My car smells like vanilla or cherry.<-- Vanilla is good. T^T
[ x] My dishes get washed more than once a week. <-- Neat freak, not girly.
[ x] I dont do sports. <--LAZINESS.
[ ] I HATE to run.
[ ] I squeal when I am surprised or angry.
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack.
[ ] I love romance novels.
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute.

TOTAL: 3

[x ] I dance a lot. <-- Because I jump around my room to my music, not real dancing I get bored and SHUTUP.
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house.
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products.
[ ] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] Every part of my outfit needs to match.
[x ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends.<-- Only to make plans retards. -sigh-
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot.
[ x] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day<--CHAPSTICK!
[ ] I wish I were a model.

TOTAL: 3

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton.
[ ] I have been something that was semi.
[ ] I own Uggs.
[] Hip Hop is the best music.
[ ] I pop my collar.
[ ] I like to be the center of attention.
[ ] Guys with Mohawks are crazy.
[x ] Horses are beautiful.<-- I don't care, they're gorgeous.
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school.
[ ] Cats are adorable.

TOTAL: 1

[x] I write my own music. <-- That's not that girly, that is normal.
[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii.
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] White is better than black.
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black.
[ ] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes.
[ ] Hate the grunge look.
[x] I love to read magazines. <-- Only AP magazine so die.

TOTAL: 2

[ ] I love to gossip.
[x -sigh-] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid.
[ ] I love Celine Dion.
[ ] My bubble baths are 1-2hrs long.
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned.
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[x ] I like little kids. <-- That is not girly, that is normal.
[ ] Diet drinks are the best.
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian.
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds.

TOTAL: 2

[ ] I check my myspace everyday.
[ ] I love life!
[ ] I have a lot of jewlery!
[x] My screen name(s) have x's in them.<-- That is normal too.
[ ] Either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them.
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex.
[ ] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it.
[ x] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed.<-- I can't sleep with just two.

TOTAL: 2

21% girly. Nothing is wrong with that, that is under the average scale so I AM OKAY!

FWEE! I got a new hat and I luff it so much! Yesterday I went to a flea market with my friends Olivia, Brent, Mara, and my stepsister Anna. She is a cool person, but people think its odd that she hangs out with me because I am not a prep. YES, I do like my PREPPY SISTER! Only because of the fact that I have known her my whole life, she has been through a lot with me and we got to know each other since she and I are the same age. She is a cool prep. ^-^ She doesn't judge people and is a really hyper person, she is fun to be around and she and I like almost the same stuff except the stuff where we differ. But you know.. sometimes opposites attract and I guess that is the case for us. xD I haven't seen her in an entire year since I moved back to Aussie, so no freaking duh I would hang out with her.

When we went to the flea market I bought a black checkered hat and a pair of grey sweatpants that cut off at my knee. I like them. =] They are comfy. xD Anyways, it was really fun and you can find some INTERESTING things at flea markets. No joke dude you should go to one, that was my very first one I went to. Plus, my friend Mara broke my camera also because she was looking at it and dropped it on the hard wood floor in my stepsister's room. Grawrrrg. She ticks me off because it cost me $118 dollars from my paycheck and I bought it with my own money. I really adored that camera, she ticks me off so much right now because I have to somehow get her to either pay the cash up front or replace it with an exact same camera. The annoying part is that she has done this before with people, and she doesn't pay them back. Grawwwrrrg.

Today was alright, I hung around my stepdad's house and took a huge walk down memory lane. =/ My mother died in this house, and it makes me feel at peace because she was the only person in my life who cared SO MUCH for me. I want to see her spirit someday, and for some reason I feel like I have...always because she is always with me in my heart, mind, body and soul. I love her so much. Too many memories here....I am overly happy right now, and yet horribly sad at the same time. I wont go into detail about it.. I just miss her so much.